...im joking.. i really am alot more modest than i make myself out to be. Actually i think my art quite sucks in general, BUT THAT IS THE WRONG ATTITUDE..

so i ROCK yeah baby!

check me out here --->
its where im spending most of my DA time these days

I Brake For Plastic Bags

ok last night or more like early early this morning (when my dreams really happen) I dreamedi tagged along on a date that my mom had. The guy she was dating had an airplane and hetook us up in it. It was a supper quiet super fast plane. at first it was really fun we were doing loops and tumbles and stuff. but then the guy started to fly really low to the ground and was racing trains. He would fly super close to the trains and weave between passing trains and fly through train tunnles when trains were really close, and it was starting to be more scary than fun. Then he did a little manuver between two trains but didnt count on a third train being inbetween the two... he tryed to pull up but was going to fast and we crashed into the train and i died in my dream...

now today when i got online the first thing i saw was that the was a train wreck early this morning in L.A. and that 10 people died...

hmmmmmmmm...

well there was no plane involved but the synchronisity of it all sent a momentary stab of pain through my head when i read it.

It happened with that tsunami also...
I dreamed there was a metor that struck earth and it caused all these tornados, volcanoes, earthquakes, and tidel waves... I died in that dream too by a huge title wave... a few days later i heard about the Tsunami (of course i heard about the tsunami a few days after it happened cuz i hadnt been watching/reading the news)

so yeah...hmmmmm... anyway

I made some art..check it out

kinda but not really...

ill be poking around a little

he does anyone read this still...

i was reading some old journals of mine and i can definantly see how they took a turn for the worse. I can see a huge difference from when i was on med and when i was off of them.

yeah anyway no one cares. but ummm.. so yeah am i rambling to myself right now or what.. why yes i am cuz i am mega bored. Started recording my dreams again... there was this one week where i had a sex dream like everynight, but they kinda died off... to bad cuz lord knows im not getting it anywhere else. oh well not that id nessisarily want it if i could get it.

so yeah, whats new?
nothin much
really thats all?
whats all?
huh?
what are you talking about?
i dunno what are you talking about?
shut up i hate you
no you dont you love me
whatever
kiss my ass
ok... mmmmmm taste like strawberries
it does? oh yeah thats that new lotion im using
you use lotion on your butt?
no!... what are you talking about?
OMG you are such a freak, im outta here
okaydokay... see ya in bed..